I will not think too much…

I will not think too much…

I will not think too much…

Every time I come across a guy I’m slightly interested in, my mind starts turning.

Nope, it’s not going fast forward to the wedding and the children.

But more of the tension-filled questions like:

“Does he like me?”

“No seriously, does he really like me?”

“Well, how do you know?”

Which has made my best friends run to the wall and bump their heads up the wall.

“You’re nuts, Raven. Just let it go. Let it flow.”

Well, it is frustrating just to lose control and let it go — or flow for that matter.

After being in control with your life, you want to control your love life as well. As if it can be controlled…

Anyway, I’ll put on the brakes on this one.

Heck, who knows?

But one thing for sure, on paper, I have a winner.

He’s interested in more than video games and actually has hobbies. He seems smart with a sexy accent, and seems to have a good head on his shoulders.

And despite his ruggedness and willingness to play it rough, he likes fine dining.


Perfect — finally, someone who’s into food as much as I have.

But as I’ve said, put on the brakes.

Soooo… I will not think too much…

I will not think too much…

I will not think too much…

Easier said than done!

And yes, I just got off work.


About Bonita

I'm a forgetful person. But I think a lot. Every day, a lot of thoughts enter my head. That's why this blog came to be: first, to keep my memories alive through the years, and two, to actually see how I and my thoughts have changed. Please note that I seldom draft or edit my posts. Sometimes, if I'm not careful, I offend some of you, my readers. And while I apologize for making you feel uncomfortable, I am not sorry for being honest or for making well-intentioned mistakes. I will however be the first to admit if I change my mind. Hence, do read and proceed with caution. My life is as colorful and as boring as you make it. I complain many days, but offer some encouragement in others. Life is fluid, it changes. So keep the positives and throw away the negatives, and I do hope that at the end of the day, you will enjoy reading the blog and leaving comments here and there if my posts touches you. Happy reading!
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2 Responses to I will not think too much…

  1. Anonymous says:

    Dear Raven,

    did I tell you already, that guys
    are attracted by appearence?
    (from this point of view I have
    a clue that you are high ranking)

    Than, when you allow them to kiss
    you (and more ^_^) they will
    change more in more in this state
    we call “love”. The speed of this
    “process” depends to the “professionelity and intention of the guy, that is the reason why I suggested to read “The Game”, to filter out the “high consumer” our use the “The Game” technics “vice versa”.

    So, then if it is a good guy, by passing the “body period” he will discover and love more and more your non sexual qualities, hopefully.

    Thats it, the simple world of


  2. raven says:

    Hi Flute, as per your recommendation, been reading “The Game” w/c has been keeping me awake at night. It’s an enjoyable read though slightly sad — guys spend so much time picking up women, they don’t have time to appreciate them. It’s the game they’re chasing after, but they lose sight of the prize in the end (Hence, Mystery’s breakdown, etc.).

    I agree with some points, but peacock men aren’t really my style. Nor is negging, but I do think the push/pull method absolutely works! So 2 steps forward, 1 step back. Keep em wanting for more.


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