I’m upset…

Super busy morning. I have so much to say though since I’m upset with a friend, and it takes a lot to upset me.

Last night, I was thinking whether I was right on being upset or not. Did he deserve it? Was I being fair?

But while showering (I seem to think a lot more while showering), I realized, I’m mad at him because he is someone I care about.

If he was merely an acquaintance, I would’ve shrugged of the incident with a wave of my hand saying, “I don’t care.

But I do care.

When an acquaintance does something you don’t approve of, you may just wave it off. But when a close friend does something you don’t approve of, you care.

Oh, you care.

Doesn’t matter if this is a small thing… a small thing stems from core issues. If he did understand me, he knew how sensitive I am about some issues and he would take the proper precautions to make sure it doesn’t happen.

But he didn’t.

Gosh, I’m still pissed.

This is a surprise.

I’m usually not mad after half an hour. It surprises me that I’m still bothered by it the next day.

Not boiling mad, but a simmering one.

God, I hope I can talk to him about this and get this over with.

I do not like this feeling.

Oh, and killing myself at work. 🙁

Not a good start to the day.

About Bonita

I'm a forgetful person. But I think a lot. Every day, a lot of thoughts enter my head. That's why this blog came to be: first, to keep my memories alive through the years, and two, to actually see how I and my thoughts have changed. Please note that I seldom draft or edit my posts. Sometimes, if I'm not careful, I offend some of you, my readers. And while I apologize for making you feel uncomfortable, I am not sorry for being honest or for making well-intentioned mistakes. I will however be the first to admit if I change my mind. Hence, do read and proceed with caution. My life is as colorful and as boring as you make it. I complain many days, but offer some encouragement in others. Life is fluid, it changes. So keep the positives and throw away the negatives, and I do hope that at the end of the day, you will enjoy reading the blog and leaving comments here and there if my posts touches you. Happy reading!
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